~MoO MoO~: August 2004

Monday, August 30, 2004
「 love was in the air, 5:35 PM 」

how long have i not updated my blog? hahaz~ been super busy this month cos i've started school FINALLY! Hahhaz~ i'm enjoying sch so far butv i've gotta admit that it has been really really tough for me. I'm currently taking 5 modules.. not a lot but i'm still feeling extremely stressed up cos out of these 5 modules, 2 r quite heavy....okok.. my prof wana start discussion already...think i better participate now... will update blog later tonight... =P

YYY
Sunday, August 08, 2004
「 love was in the air, 11:29 PM 」

tears running all over my face now. I'm like super agitated now... will punch punching bag if i had one... I was once again denied of the chance to stay out at a friend's place...i'm like turning 20!!!!! i need a life! why can't i just be given the trust that my friends get from their parents? why can't i just be left to fend for myself just once? i've always been so protected it's like killing me... i'm 20 but the "ugly" things i've been exposed to is like what a primary 6 has been exposed to! let's see... i went to pretty good schools and i come from a very protective family so i am now still very "tender". I'm like what they call a flower in a greenhouse.but i didn't choose to be this way myself... i wanted the exposure but i'm like always denied of it!
Can't go clubbing, pubbing, no staying out till too late, suppers are like impossible. And the thing is i don't even ask them for permission to stay out late that often cos i know they will be worried. If i can understand what they are thinking and feeling, why can't they see things from my point of view?? They are like so selfish. They want me to have fun but by protecting me, they are stopping me from having as much fun as i would want! I mean i can understand where they are coming from but i can't always give in to whatever they want right?? Can't do this, can't do that... why? just cos i'm a girl!!! this is f***ing unfair... pardon the language... i need time to cool~ Mummy, Daddy, TIME TO LET ME GO!!!!!


YYY